I have so many things to say but i dont know from where to start
lets start from the beautiful day from where my life became magical, I always feel that i am married now i have no space for anyone else in my heart but at state five shit everything flipped
i still remember that beautiful day me and everyone else were high and in swimming pool i keep on staring him (LOL I don’t remember that actually he told me this ) i was high bro 😋 then i went to washroom and he came
shit he came close and close i don’t want to stop him but that thought that i am married and i am mother that make me stop him , but he came again and this time i forgot everything and we kissed shit those 5 sec have changed everything and then I pushed him away after that whole night i jst want to talk with him that what was that my whole body shivers every sec when i think about that 5 sec kiss next morning when he came i told him that forgot about that 5 sec that was a mistake but my own heart dont want to trust that sentence deep inside me i want him but this society thing make me scare next day whenever i think about him my body shivers i cnnt explain that feeling what i was feeling at tht time it was scary sweet crispy everything mix together
and now i really really thank god that 5 sec happened And i found love of my life pure gem now my life is complete
love u my jaan